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The triangle: sleep, good grades, and friends. I chose to get rid of sleep.

So apparently college is staying up until 3am every night. Not that I’m complaining or anything. It’s quite nice to have so much fun that you lose track of time. Especially when that time is spent with an awesome group of friends (fencing club, kenpo club). That’s all fun, but then you’re up until 4 finishing up homework. Again, not complaining, I just love college. :)

So its 2a.m. and I just can’t sleep. It may be that caramel macchiato I had at 10, or it may be the fact that I am not looking forward to breaking up with my bf tomorrow. I already have a busy day to be stressed about tomorrow, and add on the fact that I just don’t want to do this! He’s a really great guy and all—sweet, caring, and understanding—it’s just that I don’t think this is going to work out. Granted we have been dating for about two years, but we are in college now, even if our colleges are 20 minutes away from each other. I just don’t know what I’m going to say, “Well, gee I still like you and all, but just not in that way anymore”. *sigh* And I do still like him, but I just don’t love him. That may be fine for him, but it isn’t for me. Also, there are plenty of cute guys here and I don’t want to start liking someone here and then hating myself for starting to cheat on my bf. Life is complicated. Hopefully I can find the right words 12 hours from now so that he will not be totally crushed. He already knows I want to tell him something, maybe he already knows what I’m going to say. (If so that would make everything a lot easier!) But what do I know? I’m just here rambling on a website at 2 in the morning. Like anyone is going to see this anyway. Oh well. Might as well get some work done since I won’t be going to sleep anytime soon. On the upside I have job training later, yay!

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